emotional

What can I do?
i feel so tired mentally...

i know time has healed my wounds, so need find some interesting things to keep myself busy, otherwise i cant find myself after work! sometimes i feel lost and lonely when i stay at home even i keep to reading books. one of my friend comes to visit me call "insomnia" in the midnight... leave me alone please!

luckily, i got many support from my friends, they are so nice and care of me.
thank you from the bottom of my heart.

if you really care about me, close to me or leave me!
dont give me confusing signals.

p.s. just cut my finger and stop the bleeding in 5 mins! bad day!